[Verse 1]
I think I think too much, or maybe contemplate
About the days when I will be featured on a music page
And thats what kills me inside, my personal suicide
Like if I make big, will my music die
You know nowadays, people infatuated with illuminati
So I wouldn't be surprised if they thought that's what had got me
But really right now I'm caught up in trying to get some attention
Like a reach out, or maybe celebrities on twitter, giving me mentions
And I throw in my two cents, these are pennies for thought
And I really had thought you had to be known, just to get the attention you sought
But it just takes a little fan base, to get your face out there
I'm facing myself, cause that's my only fear, and that's quite clear
And I might share for one night cause a wise man had told
Me to share whatever I wrote, and I took this quote
And put it to use, who knew that it would be so useful
I'm using my own insight, to fight these feelings that mutual

[Hook]
We love ourself, we hate ourself, dedicate it to another
Intimate relationships that we're keeping undercover
Strangers to a homie that you go and call ya brotha
Through it all, its still versus self and the one hunna

[Verse 2]
This is fate vs free will, fake vs what's real
Kill them now or be killed, make a move or stand still
I push the locomotive to a local crowd who knows it
Maybe they know me, but the real me never shows it
I was supposed to be the chosen, but i went and mixed components
That gave me the power to make these verses, knocking out opponents
I'm bringing this total pwnage, if an emcee ever want it
They don't want it, no they really don't it, no way or shape or form and
Lost in my own thoughts, caught up in the fast life
Sworn by the tithe to pay my life and try to live right
But I'm living impoverished currently, so is that right
Gotta fear for myself every time I'm sleeping at night
I'm just another face up in society
Blinded by the truth, whose personality lives off modesty
Honestly, I've been on my conscious since my first release
And ever since my first release, my mind is yet to be leashed

[Hook]